The Fuck Up
Writing is one of my only releases...right along with poetry. I think without poetry and my music I would lose my sanity. Anxiety, depression, jealousy, and lack of trust are a few of my many downfalls. M.u.s.i.c.i.s.l.i.f.e. I believe "love" to be a candy coated word for pain and hurt. It will always screw you in the end...and so will life.

<3's
Music, Disturbed, poetry, cigarettes, the rain, my cat, pillows, cherries, black & red, Shayne (and the way he used to kiss me in the mornings), strawberries, salt, Vin Diesel, Wendy's, roller coasters, the 2 special teddy bears, chocolate, msn, friends, the way things used to be, lava lamps, fire, crystal, the dark, late night phone calls, inside jokes, Jim Carrey, looking at the stars, liquor, photography and journalism, animals, tattoos, my show, horror movies, skiing, hockey, cuddling, piercings, hair dye, and new socks.

*Hates*
Avril Lavigne, orange, being depressed, Dr. Phil, Newell, government, when my fingers/toes are cold, people in general, unbearable heat, Colorado, Tyler, Good Charlotte (and all the other supposed "punk" bands), poodles, saturday TV, perverted guys, being sick, mystery pills, HALDOL, broken hearts and the people who break them, the color orange, slow computers, when people don't call you back when they say they will, friends hitting on me, pop music, preppy whores, Sketchers, popups, when people try to fuck with me, having to wear a mask, Yahoo messenger, fake people, fake nails, coats, heartache, the fact that things can get so bad people resort to cutting, overland, dead grass, alarm clocks, waking up early, awkward moments, the fact I can be too "chill", McDonalds...I think I'll end my list here. Friends <3
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WatchMexDie
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LifeDoesThat
xPermanent
CandyCoffin
StaticJunkie
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